well, my name is Juliet. Is it not?

Todays sermon was about relationships,

and as I sat there , I thought of all the characters that I came across along my journey.

Those that impacted my life and those that didn't -

Yet to this day, i've never met anyone that I wanted to keep around.

I realized that at times I can possess the mindset of a typical man, but I believe it is done for the good of both parties. There is no need to lie pretending that there's feelings/possibilities there, when there isn't. I don't see the point in wasting time - i'd rather be single for years and wait for my soul mate. Dating just gets old after a certain point.

I often think of how i'll meet this man of mystery, either way when I do encounter this person - i'll know. The feelings going to be electric , making every inch of my body shake.

between the bars.

Every time I listen to this song, I feel like laying back on the grass looking into the sky.

Drink up baby, stay up all night
With the things you could do
You won't but you might
The potential you'll be that you'll never see
The promises you'll only make
Drink up with me now
And forget all about the pressure of days
Do what I say and I'll make you okay
And drive them away
The images stuck in your head

The people you've been before
That you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

Drink up baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught
Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
Separate from the rest, where I like you the best
And keep the things you forgot

The people you've been before
That you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

east coast state of mind.

" She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly him out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset "

--augustana.

old about me.

This was for my old " meet up " profile. Meet up is a site for people with similar interests to come together. Went to one hiking event, realized that there were odd characters and never went back.

I was born in san diego but had most of my upbringing in Torrance. I graduated high school with a 4.3 GPA and was accepted to many prestigious schools (UPENN school of Wharton, ucla, usc, princeton, dartmouth, notre dame, etc) but was not able to due to a mishap that occurred because of finances. In high school I was a varsity cheerleader, varsity soccer player, and varsity swimmer. I was also student body president, senior class president, MESA president, theatre production president, REACH president, interact president," get me to college" president, math club president, "latin rhythm" president and the emcee at every event. I also did lots of motivational speaking , press conferences, speech competitions, plays, held many charity art show cases, dance team, homecoming princess junior year and homecoming queen senior year and won " most likely to succeed" and " most attractive". and I do a lot of missionary work in third world countries. I am religious and come from a wonderful family. I don't smoke nor do I drink or go clubbing, just isn't my style nor how I was raised. Ever since I was younger, people have always told me that I have this aura and presence about me, and I think thats because i'm just truly a good person. I always try to find kindness in everyone. Currently I am working full time. I am saving up for college and to launch my dream business. I am very ambitious and have many goals, ideally going towards business and communications. Working in beverly hills, wealthy men are constantly offering me things , trying to "sweep me off of my feet" , trying to give me bmw's and outrageous offers to be with them; but seriously what men don't understand is that you need a little bit more than money to get to me (maybe something along the lines of character and a kind heart). What women don't understand is that flinging your flesh onto any man for money , is just sorry. Most people wont understand this , probably not even through a lifetime... the feeling of looking into someones eyes being able to feel what's in their soul. But, that's the whole beverly hills los angeles california lifestyle is it not? The women all have plastic surgery (muppets) and the men walk around flashing their wallets to make them feel a sense of importance - what I truly see are people dying to be told that they're beautiful and to feel loved. You never know when your time to go may be, so for all I know is, the person that I choose to proudly call my husband some day , is going to have a heart of gold - a vanilla sky kind of love; a love that i'd come back in another lifetime to find. So why am I on here? I like to meet people. Look into their eyes and see what kind of integrity they possess. Also, it's rather nice to be able to meet a group of people that can actually carry on a conversation and have similar things in common with me. Who knows maybe i'll even find someone who possesses all of the qualities that I admire in a real man. - but that is very unlikely. I'm a little bit more than the girl next door, if you catch a glimpse of my eyes, you'll get a taste, but thats what very few will find out. over all; I'm very down to earth , a free spirit who loves life , loves to soak her feet in the sand , and loves to laugh - no worries you'll find yourself laughing with me I have a great sense of humor. i'm very happy, yet...no matter where I am, i'm always looking out the window wishing to be somewhere else...perhaps I do need to be "swept off of my feet", but that would require the right person. So basically I just summed up bits and parts of myself , going on and on. Which I hate to do because it's so boring and impersonal - so if you read this whole thing, I applaud you, you have now been advanced to the first grade " you can read" ;)